Author's Note: To be taken seriously. I worked hard on this story, and cried as I wrote it...agh I scare even myself sometimes. Elaina, Fido wouldn't let me review twice to say this, but thanks for realizing I already used 'Shadow.' You could try...umm...well, maybe this will give you inspiration. ;) Please review so that I can find out what you think...it takes two seconds, literally, just please. I really want to find out if this is good or if it sucks to high heaven. I love you ALL for reading this...thank you very much and enjoy, hopefully. Oh, SHOOT! I forgot before...'Walking on Broken Glass' is by Annie Lennox. Sorries!! And get her CD 'Diva,' it's soooooo good!! You were the sweetest thing that I ever knew But I don't care for sugar honey if I can't have you Since you've abandoned me My whole life has crashed Won't you pick the pieces up 'Cause it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Ginny looked across the Gryffindor table at Harry, framed between Cho and Ron, across from Hermione, with Fred and George on either side. So lucky. So popular. So happy. So wonderful; and she slapped herself mentally. She'd promised herself that she would never love him again, not after he hurt her. So why did it still feel like she was a target at an archery range and her heart was the bulls-eye? Of course she always had known, deep down, that Harry didn't feel the same way she felt about her, but she'd always thought he'd just try to...well, it was over now. It was over and she was never going to love him again. She buried her feelings deep, deep, deep, as deep as they would go, and tried to ignore the tears pouring out of her eyes, bending over into her breakfast, falling down, down, down, down back into the depths of her heart and snatching her love and bringing it to light, like she'd done with Harry. Reliving the whole humiliating experience, something out of a night terror... Walking on walking on broken glass... "H-hey, Harry..." "Hi, Ginny." "Um...Harry, I...I have to -" "Ginny, I have to get to Astronomy. Tell Ron to tell me later, please." The sun's still shining in the big blue sky But it don't mean nothing to me Oh let the rain come down Let the wind blow through me I'm living in an empty room With all the windows smashed And I've got so little left to lose That is feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Ginny was finally able to fight it back from her face, and dried her eyes in the girls' bathroom. But she couldn't even manage a weak smile, even a shadow of a smile. Harry, without knowing it, had killed her heart. She let the tears run down her face this time, not caring...the tears felt like blood...the blood that she felt was coming out of her heart like rain...rain...rain was like tears...tears again. Her head was spinning, her thoughts were in circles. She couldn't see; her tears were blinding her like her love for Harry was blinding her, and now, he had taken that away too, made a stupid little little-girl crush out of it, and now she had nothing. That last theft of her heart, her mind, her soul, had been too much to bear...it cast a dark curtain over life, and she couldn't see anything inside but a hint of light, others enjoying their fun. Though the curtain she could see the outlines of Harry, Ron, Cho, Hermione... Walking on walking on broken glass "No, Harry. I've got to get it out now. I -" "Please hurry, Ginny..." "I love you." "Ginny, I can't...that's not true, okay? Please just...just stop following me, please. Please. I can't - you'll get over - I just - I just have to get to Astronomy." And if you're trying to cut me down You know that I might bleed 'Cause if you're trying to cut me down I know that you'll succeed And if you want to hurt me There's nothing left to fear 'Cause if you want to hurt me You're doing really well my dear Ginny couldn't help but wonder if he meant to do it. Astronomy. Astronomy was so much more important than her. Astronomy, Astronomy, Astronomy...the word screamed shrilly in her skull and she had to slide down slowly onto the bathroom floor, clutching her head, clutching her stomach, her heart, her mind, her soul...but she couldn't find anything to clutch. Now everyone of us was made to suffer Everyone of us was made to weep But we've been hurting one another And now the pain has cut too deep... So take me from the wreckage Save me from the blast Lift me up and take me back Don't let me keep on walking... Walking on broken glass Ginny was shrieking for Harry to save her, yelling, calling, pleading, but then she knew...he couldn't save her. Never. He didn't want to. He didn't even like her. He was the one who tortured her like this, not knowing, not thinking...she was beyond asking why. She was beyond anything. She was beyond herself, beyond Harry, beyond life...she rolled over on her side on the bathroom floor, crying without knowing, not hearing anything but her racked sobs as she kept replaying the scene in her head, over and over and over and over and over.... Walking on walking on broken glass "Harry..." "I'm sorry, Ginny, I'll see you at lunchtime..." "Harry, wait! You don't understand..." Ginny rolled over again, and as she did she felt a sharp knife on the floor pierce into her heart. Its blade was shaped like lightning...